TITLE: The City and the Stars: Skinner AUTHOR: stellar_dust EMAIL: stellar_dust_x@yahoo.com WEBSITE: http://katycat.net/xfiles/ ARCHIVE/FEEDBACK: Just let me know/Of course. SPOILERS: The Truth? RATING: PG CHALLENGE: First Lines (The War of the Worlds) WORD COUNT: 440 DISCLAIMER: Not mine. SUMMARY: A contemplative moment with Skinner. DATE: 10/04/2004 NOTE: This story starts my post-col drabbleverse. No one would have believed in the last years of the twentieth century that this world was being watched keenly and closely by intelligences greater than man's and yet as mortal as his own; that as men busied themselves about their various concerns they were scrutinised and studied, perhaps almost as narrowly as a man with a microscope might scrutinise the transient creatures that swarm and multiply in a drop of water. How fitting, then, that it was, finally, a woman with a microscope who discovered the key to their destruction. For years I didn't believe it. I was surrounded, hemmed in by men who knew the truth; only with a minimal shred of credulity, a back-up plan, if you will, did I find and nurture one man with an infinite capacity for belief. And thank God, thank God, that I did. When I finally saw, with my own eyes, and understood - it was nearly too late. In the distance, the city smolders, like the sleepy regard of a watchful red eye, or the dying gasp of one man through his last cigarette. Reyes is in there, somewhere, cut off from the others in their mad dash back to safety. She'll be back. It won't be long now. In the second decade of the twenty-first century, no one can afford not to believe. I swipe my sleeve across my brow; it's hot out here. It's hotter still in the tent behind me, where Mulder and Dana, John and Alvin and Will and the rest are holding a subdued celebration, anticipating the chaos when the effects of Scully's virus begin to manifest themselves in the Overlords. No, it won't be long. They've let Will have a beer. He's a man now, a soldier at thirteen, veteran of his first campaign, and for an instant, that saddens me. "Have a drink, Walter?" It's Mulder at my elbow, hand on my shoulder, passing me a bottle. Trust him to know when a man wants to be alone. I snort and accept it. "Hard to believe, isn't it?" he gestures, encompassing, well - everything. There's a breeze that stands his hair on end, flash-dries the sweat on my neck. If I had a poetic soul I might say changes were a'comin'. I take a swig. "I don't know, Mulder. I was just thinking that I believe in more tonight than I ever have before." He looks at me closely for an instant, then away. "I know what you mean." We stand there, in companionable silence, suspended in the darkness between the burnt city and the stars, until Scully appears and herds us off to bed. Tomorrow's another big day.